Bio: I'm not perfect. I cry when I'm sad. I hold onto what matters the most in my life. I want a forever. I won't always smile. In fact, I could be the one that made you cry. I don't trust as easy as I once did. only someone that loves enough could change that for me. I fear that no one really believes in love anymore but still I believe. I don't always say the right things. Maybe I'm not exactly who you want me to be. I am me. I love completely when I love. I don't want to hurt someone. I have scars on my skin...I have them imprinted on my heart as well. See me for my imperfections; not whether or not I could become perfect. I like to pretend I'm tough but I'm really not. I still need someone to remind me sometimes that I can be a big sap when provoked. I like music of almost all kinds *with the exception of rap and most country*. I especially like 90's alternative and grunge. Alternative, metal, rock and most variations therein. Music is important to me and affects me on a very emotional level. I also really like being outside though I don't get to much since I work six days a week. I like hacky sack :), rollerblading, swimming, camping, walking, playing like a kid in the park, things like that. I like going for coffee and being the nerd that brings her laptop with her even though I don't do very nerdy things with it. I love intellectual conversation.. in fact that's how I connect with people the most. I'm into learning about conspiracy and religion even though I am atheist. I prefer staying in and hanging out over going out. I do like going to bars if there is live music playing. If I was to go out I prefer to go to a show or watch my friends bands play and that kind of thing. I'm not into the club scene and I'm not a player and I don't wanna be played. I guess I think that if the feeling is mutual then that kind of thing is okay but don't pretend to have feelings if you don't. So.. if you like what you have read here or you want to know more get in touch.