Bio: As a babe i used to think that money and nice things would make me happy. As i grew as a person I learned that love and feeling over power anything money can buy me. Does that mean that i dont like nice things? Of course i do. It just means that if i have no one in my life to share them with then they dont mean anything to me. My name is Joshua and I am living life one day at a time. I have never really understood why God made people with a need for love. Now you are probably wondering at this point why the crazy from Arizona is going on about something that has nothing to do with my penis size or how sexy i think blondes are, but trust me if you hold on i have a point. Being gay is a part of my life. I accept that, i even like that about myself. But i do not; and probably never will understand why I am the way i am.